Miley.

Wow I didn't think I would ever write about about Miley Cyrus. But guess what I am doing right now? That's right, you guessed it! So today, apparently there was a "blog" that Miley wrote on her facebook. While it seemed legit, Miley is now saying it's not true. I wish it were true, because quite frankly it was a pretty touching blog, and it just seemed so much like Miley. I have no clue why, but it made me feel..happy? inspired? I don't know it's just leaving quite the effect on me, regardless of if Miley wrote it or not. I went to tweet her then realized she doesn't have her twitter anymore, and for some reason I got sad. I'm thinking about seeing her in concert. Anyway that blog, just made me realize a few things...

...now onto some other things. I am no saint, I have done somethings that I'm not proud of. Just because I am a person of God and love God does not mean I am perfect. I do fail him, I will be the first to admit that. But he loves me regardless, and forgives me. I'm in the process of learning and growing. There is just a happiness, a feeling of joy and feeling whole when I am in the presence of the Lord. And you know what I haven't be in church in months. But I still worship on my own and I feel closer when I do it on my own than when I'm at church. I love church, but sometimes people at my church don't practice what they preach if you know what I'm saying. It annoys me, and in turn makes me not want to go, and I would rather go to Christ's Temple. But I can't turn my back on my church you know? I grew up there...

Everyday is truly a blessing to be alive. I try to remember that constantly, it helps when I get out of line that I can pull myself back into reality to think that I'm alive today and some people didn't wake up today, that I ate today and some people haven't eaten for days. That I have a roof over my head that keeps me safe, and some people are sleeping on cardboard. Sometimes I forget these things and get wrapped up in the material objects, but thank goodness God whispers to me and brings me back. I never want to get big-headed, or treat people like I'm better than them or don't have time for them. I just want to love and give love. Help those who need it and share my story and my blessings. God is good, ok. If you don't realize that then I'm sorry for you. I don't understand how he could be fake if we can feel him, see him and talk to him. Makes no sense to me. But I'm not here trying to find those answers. Cause I already know mine, and I know he walks with me.

I was saving this idea for Christmas gifts, but I may push it up to thanksgiving. Not sure yet.

My time will come, one day. I know it, and I'll be able to do everything I have dreamt of. Whatever God has planned for me, I'm ready. It's scary not knowing, but I know he won't lead me wrong. I trust in him.

xoxo

- Jynnea