You know, I've been thinking? I used to be scared or careful of what I would say around people because I wanted to please them. I thought I had to censor myself whenever it came to speaking of God. Why? Why should I have to censor myself because others don't believe? I'm fine with everyone believing in what they want. I just so happen to believe in God with all of my heart and soul, sometimes it hurts in a good way, because that love is so strong.
It's so strong that I want to tell the whole world of how much joy and happiness I have now. I'm not going to force anyone to believe in God or make them read the bible. We all have a choice. If someone has a question, I'll be more than happy to help. But I am no longer going to stop myself, because I love God and that's that. Thanks to Christa, its like all of my blinders are being lifted so I can see the truth and the light. I love it. I feel like a new person, a right person. Complete change doesn't happen over night, but I can tell a difference in myself from two weeks ago and today.
I have been craving God, wanting to listen to music that praises him and read my bible. I am finally allowing God to wrap me up in his love, and it's quite beautiful. I have learned that I can turn a negative situation and turn it into a positive. I can't wait to start hearing God, I know I do now, but listening, and seeing him. I'm just so happy and excited writing this is a pretty pathetic attempt at explaining. I can't tell you how much my heart is overflowing with joy right now. I know I sound crazy, but oh well crazy it is. It makes me happy, God makes me happy.
Christa Black is so beautiful and inspirational. I am going to print all of her blogs one day so I can go back and read them when I need hope. Her blog is
Christablack.blogspot.com
That's all for now. God Bless. - Jynnea
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