I know what I'm saying now!

Wow, so I read some old blogs from like 2007, I wish I still had the ones from like 04..but those are long gone. Anywho, I'm totally listening to some Kate Nash right now --forgot how much I lurvee her-- so I've come up with me summer list!

So...it's not to have one! I just need to live, and stop trying to force things to happen. Lean on God, he will lead me. I'm just going to enjoy while I can, the world is going down hill. I need to read my bible and learn my word and have my armour ready. Jesus is coming ya'll, he is.

So that's it, to live life. Enjoy it. Cherise it. Be grateful.

I'm gonna dance this summer! I miss it sooo much! And learn guitar! Yesss.

ttys! xoxox. God Bless - Jynnea

So uh remember how that one time...

...I was supposed to break up with junk and fast food? Yeaaah about that...erm. It didn't happen.

It's been forever since I've written a blog. So I thought I would update. There is SO much that I want to say, I just don't know how to really say it right now. I thought about doing a "summer" list, but last time I did that, I pretty much did nothing that was on that list.

So I'm not sure, I'll have to update you soon...

Oops..

Well I kind of ate at a fast food place :( But I ate something "healthy" I was at work and hadn't packed anything so I had to eat something, and sometimes I still do the sit down restaurants. But I'm getting better. That's all I wanted to say. I'm kind of excited, pumped, blessed, awesome, thankful! Wow everything. Like I can't believe everything, God is great. I am staying positive about this. Soo yeah. Talk to you soon! :) xoxo

- Jynnea

Breaking Up is the hardest thing to do...

LOL!! OK well I've decided that I'm breaking up with fast food, even sit down restaurants for the month of April, after that for sure fast food. Even if it is a "healthy option" I need to get my diabetes under control again, so I need to cut out the fast food and sweets and junk...lol

So basically I'm going to prepare my meals so I know what I'm eating and how much of it I am eating. I will be ok and since it's April 1st ( no this is not an April fools joke ) it's a good time to start :) I have crest white stripes in my mouth and they are foaming and getting on my nerves... lol I need to spit the stuff out but I'm afraid the strips will come out. lol The best whitening stuff I've ever used is iWhite, stuff is awesome!

Anyways, I guess that's all for now. I'm getting over a sickness, Thank God. I've been praying for him to heal me, I got somethings coming up. So I need to get healthy, and the sugar better. I will update on how the break is going in a few days...

So ttyl! God is good xoxo. - Jynnea

Who cares?

Today, something happened and it was on my mind for a while and popped back up again. I was offended by something that had happened in the work place, because I felt like I had been slighted. I was upset for like 15 minutes and then I did they whole " They'll see when I'm famous, they'll wish they hadn't said that to me" number...then it hit me.

Little Joyce Meyer's voice popped up in my head, haha. I heard her say, don't be offended. Then I remembered one time she talked about being offended and moving on from being offended. So I was like she's right, I don't need to be offended. The only person I answer to is God ( and my parents ) If I would have stayed offended by what was done, I would just grow sour feelings for that person, and probably become a little witchy towards the subject of them in a way. It bothered me because the person didn't know the whole story, if they had I would have ( maybe ) but not really, been ok with their actions.

So I just thought I would write this and say try not to stay offended for too long and really think about if it's worth your time to be offended and upset by this person, because most likely they are just going to go on about there day and not be phased by it. So I just let this roll off my back.

Another thing I've been thinking about is a story that was in Self magazine, basically asking why aren't you living the life you want? What is holding you back from it, and how can you make it happen. I've been thinking about that a lot, there are quite a few things I need to finish up before I could really go onto living that life.

I will say this though, God has opened my eyes up to a whole new world. I feel like he is preparing me for the journey, and I am so very thankful that he opened my eyes to what I needed to know before really embarking in this.

Also NEEDTOBREATHE = LOVE! Seriously lovelovelove them! & the fact that they are a Christian band and give an uplifting, positive message is beautiful. I highly recommend them.

That's all for now! Be blessed :) God is great! xo. - Jynnea

Shout it out, I can't hold back no more,I let it out.

Ok, right now I am a bit mixed with my emotions. I'm happy, but I'm frustrated, I can't really blame anyone else though. I kind of set myself up for failure, but that's what happens when you wear your heart on your sleeve. I never thought I did, but now that I think about it I do, for the most part...

I don't know I was so convinced! IT just bothers me, and this is a true problem. If you knew the whole problem you would understand why this is really something so dumb, and pathetic...uhhh I don't know...but I'm not giving up because something deep inside is telling me not to, it's just a setback to throw me off. But I have to be strong and move forward not just with this, but everything in life. I must say I am full of hope, so I'm not going to think what if, but if, or it probably won't. I am just going to keep going and doing what I can, trusting God. I know he has more for me than I can even think of...

That's all I feel like saying right now! ttyl! God Bless. xoxo. Going to watch some Joyce Meyer! lovelovelove her! :)

Much Love. - Jynnea.

But you don't know what you've got till it's gone.

2010 is the year of NO FEAR. I plan on it being that way. Not just because Nick said it, but it's true, no fear is the best thing. New year, new beginnings. I don't want to be afraid anymore, so long I have dreamt about so many things, and yes the unknown is scary but, so is life, and I don't want to live in fear.

So Nashville was so great, we didn't really get to walk around. It was so cold! Nick was amazing, sadly I didn't get to meet him, the way things worked out I think I know why. It's hard to explain, but to sum it up. I talked to God about it, and well let's just say I have somethings to work on. So anyway we get there, I forgot that Nashville is a different time zone! So I gained an hour and got to take my shower and wash my hair! haha which I really wanted to wash my hair. We got to the Ryman at about 6:40ish and went in I really like it there, how the seats are the original pews. Pretty much every seat is a good seat in there, the balcony is the best if your not within the first few rows on the floor. Diane Burch was really good, amazing soulful voice. When Nick came out it was crazy! The screams were intense! For some reason I don't scream anymore when -- in this case Nick -- they came out, I just stand up, smile and clap. I cheer for them and stuff during the show. But I feel comfortable whenever I see them that I don't have to go crazy. Nick did such a great job, he was a natural! He owned the stage, his music is real. He is so talented. I forgot about Kevin and Joe the whole time pretty much and even forgot about 'Jonas Brothers' Nick is going places, God blessed him for sure with so much talent! I am so glad he and his brothers get to share it with us. So anyway after the concert I guess Nick left straight for D.C. -- I didn't know that so we walked to his hotel and walked around lost for like 35 mins in the cold. Finally we went to the Courtyard Marriott and asked for help, we were pretty close and I think we had already walked past the hotel once before! haha when we got there some other Team Jonas ppl were there waiting, I had just missed Mr.Jonas! Dang, haha. So we waited till 2am and I gave up cause we were so tired! Went back to our hotel ate some noodles and then we were gone. haha One of the best concerts ever. I had so much fun, I was enjoying myself. Christa Black was there, Jordan Pruitt, and of course Maya!

It was a great way to start the New Year! God is so good! So so good to me. I am blessed, my family is blessed and we are grateful! I really hope Jonas Brothers go on tour this summer! How fun would it be to go to a bunch of shows?! Um crazy fun right! Ha, but we'll see. I dont' know the future, I trust God with whatever has wants me to do. 2010 is the year of No Fear! No dream is to big or small.

God Bless! xoxox -- Jynnea.