Gives Me Hope.

Wow, it's been a while. So lets start off with what's been going on with me. Basically just working. I wanted to talk about a few things today. 1) Well as some of you know I've had some family issues for a long time. It's sad when you can't trust family, and really I was never even close to them so it's kind of hard to miss that I never had or knew ya know? Anyway, we had a big blow up, and it was just crazyness. You can't tell someone something if they don't want to hear it, to them they will also be right. I pray for them all the time that they will see the truth, but it's hard to see the truth when your mind and thoughts are clouded with recreational things. I can't say that I'm all upset, actually I have felt "done" with the whole situation for a long time, it's sad when things end this way. I trust that God will help us through this problem so I have decided that I'm not going to waste anymore time on thinking about it.

Next, Gives Me Hope is such a beautiful website, it makes me a bit teary-eyed it's great to see how much love people actually have. If only people weren't afraid to reach out and touch someone and help them, we can help each other no matter what religion we are or what we believe, we can still love each other.

Lastly, you know I have to talk about God in my blogs and preach a little bit for you. lol So this morning, I was having a little talk / pray with God and I was talking about my favorite bible verses, and I had this like revelation. I mean it was just like WOAH. I was saying how Proverbs 3: 5 -6 is pretty much my favorite verse. You know what it is? " Trust in the Lord with all of your heart, and lean not on your own understanding ; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight" See why this is such a big deal to me, is because so many times when speaking with God I've been like"wah wah wah Lord, I just don't understand!" Ha, well a light bulb finally went off in my head! Um HELLO!?! is anyone else getting this, I can't believe it took me sooo long. I was trying to lean on my own understandings...I wasn't trusting in the Lord. I was too busy trying to to figure it out for myself and understand myself. I know that whatever it is God will let me know. I do trust God, and I know he will make my paths straight. I don't have to waste time anymore trying to rack my brain figuring out why something happened. I knew I had to write a blog about this. So yeah that's my huge break through. Basically all I wanted to say.

I am so excited for Nicholas's solo project! He's a great artist. God has blessed him with amazing talent and a beautiful soul.

That's all for now, ttyl! God Bless. xoxo.

- Jynnea